Letter from God

Dear Nicole,

I know you struggle a lot with your thoughts and emotions. You come to me and then leave a minute later. It breaks my heart. I want you to come to me and stay with me. Hang on. I'm here and always will be. You've been fighting. There is no rhyme or reason to your struggles it seems to you. But I know the reason. It feels like nothing can explain it. I'm sorry for letting you down. I'm sorry for not keeping my promises. But I never promised things would be easy. I want you to move with your mother and father to Palm Springs. There, I will speak tenderly to you in the desert. You look to others and wish someone will just tell you what to do and hold your hand. I have given you all you need right inside of you. Listen to my voice within you. You are not crazy or anything. Make peace with yourself and your past, and remember I will always love you. I know you are only human, and my strength is made perfect in your weakness. I know it's not easy to be you. I love you. I look at your strengths and times when you had passionate love for me and see that, not how you are now.

Love,

God