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I am constantly amazed by the fact that God hears our prayers, even the silent ones barely developed into words yet, the cries of our hearts that have not been uttered a loud yet, and the swirling thoughts inside our brains. I have a practice of writing down prayers and then how/when God answers them in a prayer journal. God doesn't always answer them in the way we think, but He does. It is an encouraging practice to look back on. The people that come into our life, the frien
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Oct 192 min read
 
 
 
Comfort in the Unknowing
Sometimes, when in comes to God, the toughest thing is not knowing for sure what He wants or what He is up to. Especially for those of us...
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Oct 111 min read
 
 
 
Do I know Love?
Sitting in my room right now on a Tuesday night, I'm thinking about the nature of love. If I claim to know God, I must know how to love,...
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Jul 221 min read
 
 
 
Why Do You Seek the Living Among the Dead?
I need to clear out what is extra in my house and be a minimalist. Maybe spiritually too. I felt the Lord tell me something recently...
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May 281 min read
 
 
 
Learnings from the Love of God
What is the grave you need to come out of? Jesus died and rose again, the tomb is empty. If He left the tomb, so should we. There is life...
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Aug 26, 20241 min read
 
 
 
Life in your Lungs
Did you know God gave you life? Yes, your mother and father did too, but it was God who chose you to come to Earth. You didn't have to be...
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Aug 6, 20241 min read
 
 
 
GO Through His Light
Go Through His Light is the name of this website. But how did I get that name, you might ask? The answer is undoubtedly God. Let me tell...
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What does it lead to?
I'm speaking to my own soul when I ask, "what does that lead to?" What does my interest in new ageism and other trendy things eventually...
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Oct 28, 20221 min read
 
 
 
Life and Death
When we are troubled, we want death. We want to disappear into the dark. When we are at peace, we want life and more of it. We are all...
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Aug 16, 20221 min read
 
 
 
Behind and Before
Only when you fill that void of loneliness in your heart with Christ will you be directed in the right way Even in the depths of me, you...
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Aug 10, 20221 min read
 
 
 
Fear and Sadness
It's a scary place where I'm at because I've surrendered to God and I don't know how He will write my life story. I'm no longer at the...
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Jul 14, 20221 min read
 
 
 
Letter from God
Dear Nicole, I know you struggle a lot with your thoughts and emotions. You come to me and then leave a minute later. It breaks my heart....
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Jul 12, 20221 min read
 
 
 
Healing
I'll figure things out, one way or another. But I don't have to focus on figuring things out. I just need to take it one day at a time....
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Jul 12, 20221 min read
 
 
 
Realizations
All of Christianity is about having your memory live on after you die - from the memorial prayers, to the Easter hymns, to the very fact...
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May 17, 20221 min read
 
 
 


St. Xenia of St. Petersburg
Excerpt from the Akathist to St. Xenia: "After the death of your husband, O blessed Mother, you sought the life of the angels and...
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Apr 14, 20221 min read
 
 
 
Be Free, My Child, Be Free
Every day is a metamorphosis, a battle to be won, a call to repentance, a constant turning away and turning towards... From this: Self...
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Mar 17, 20222 min read
 
 
 
Changing, But Remaining the Same
I currently have my issues with the J man, but I still love God deep down I may have problems with Orthodoxy, but I maintain a...
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Mar 17, 20221 min read
 
 
 
What do you want?
That's the question. Is the first time commitment the hardest or the life that comes afterwards? What do I want? Lord, help me to sort...
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Mar 15, 20221 min read
 
 
 
Who God is
God is not the civil war within me God is not the fears I have God is not myself God is not a disease God is not my negative emotions God...
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Mar 5, 20221 min read
 
 
 
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