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Preamble Parting
Words fail me. Words aren’t enough. I feel joy but it feels fake. Like shouldn’t I be fighting a bull right about now instead of resting in a bed of roses and going to the spa? My days are full of to-dos and activities and classes, checked off boxes and completed assignments, like each conversation is a carefully planned out orchestrated event… only to wake up and run around again. Like an alcoholic returning to their substance of abuse, I am addicted to busyness. Attention.
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Oct 102 min read
A poem
What is life? It is passing by so quickly. How peculiar it is the way it works- If you look at it too closely Just like if you look at God too closely He disappears from your view Looking back hindsight is 20/20 Looking forward it’s foggy Or is it? They say the best way to predict the future is to create it But should we create it? Are we good or bad people at our core? Give me ambition, give me a wide eyed wonder for life, give me love, as Ed Sheeran says Speaking of love, i
nicolenasser15
Sep 241 min read
My Song
No Teacher No Therapist No Prophetess Can ever replace the face of God... No heartache no mistake can ever separate me from the love of God No warfare No long hike No lightning strike can ever keep me from the fight.. Oh God
nicolenasser15
Aug 171 min read
Not enough pages to write it all down
I am constantly amazed by the fact that God hears our prayers, even the silent ones barely developed into words yet, the cries of our hearts that have not been uttered a loud yet, and the swirling thoughts inside our brains. I have a practice of writing down prayers and then how/when God answers them in a prayer journal. God doesn't always answer them in the way we think, but He does. It is an encouraging practice to look back on. The people that come into our life, the frien
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Comfort in the Unknowing
Sometimes, when in comes to God, the toughest thing is not knowing for sure what He wants or what He is up to. Especially for those of us...
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Do I know Love?
Sitting in my room right now on a Tuesday night, I'm thinking about the nature of love. If I claim to know God, I must know how to love,...
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Why Do You Seek the Living Among the Dead?
I need to clear out what is extra in my house and be a minimalist. Maybe spiritually too. I felt the Lord tell me something recently...
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Learnings from the Love of God
What is the grave you need to come out of? Jesus died and rose again, the tomb is empty. If He left the tomb, so should we. There is life...
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Life in your Lungs
Did you know God gave you life? Yes, your mother and father did too, but it was God who chose you to come to Earth. You didn't have to be...
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GO Through His Light
Go Through His Light is the name of this website. But how did I get that name, you might ask? The answer is undoubtedly God. Let me tell...
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What does it lead to?
I'm speaking to my own soul when I ask, "what does that lead to?" What does my interest in new ageism and other trendy things eventually...
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Life and Death
When we are troubled, we want death. We want to disappear into the dark. When we are at peace, we want life and more of it. We are all...
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Behind and Before
Only when you fill that void of loneliness in your heart with Christ will you be directed in the right way Even in the depths of me, you...
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Fear and Sadness
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Letter from God
Dear Nicole, I know you struggle a lot with your thoughts and emotions. You come to me and then leave a minute later. It breaks my heart....
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Healing
I'll figure things out, one way or another. But I don't have to focus on figuring things out. I just need to take it one day at a time....
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Realizations
All of Christianity is about having your memory live on after you die - from the memorial prayers, to the Easter hymns, to the very fact...
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St. Xenia of St. Petersburg
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Be Free, My Child, Be Free
Every day is a metamorphosis, a battle to be won, a call to repentance, a constant turning away and turning towards... From this: Self...
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